I wisshhhhhhh

Met him last nite cos ada mesyuarat tingkap with his family. Finaly we settle our problem, we decide to be a bestie rather than a couple. and i was shock when he said his mom nak jodohkan him with his mom nye anak angkat, what can i say dude...u have u on life n i have mine...and i guarantee he dont want that girl, as he said not in his list :) hope u will be fine with whoeva beside u n support wateva u do...wish u luck dude...

its about "US"

: ) emm its nice but we cant be together i believe u need time to let everything go... pls for our good.. yes i done a mistake and pls forgive me k.

take care

From,
Muhammad Shafiq Salleh

Me

Feel so Empty without My Budak Busyuk!!!!

Muhammad Syafiq Salleh,

just want to let u noe that i'm lost without you. xtau napa ari ni kuat sangat otak i kat u, i can't help...helpless

Thanks,
Medelin

Budak Busyuk

Budak Busyuk...

Happy Valentine Day... Miss u alot :(

MMS

My Budak Busyuk

Babe...i want to tell u that i miss u so much...

Rasa Hati...

Empty yg teramat sangat, klo la boleh putarkan masa confirm Wawa xnak this thing happen...tp what to do kan...benda dh terjadi, menyesal pun xde guna...life must go on with or without him...cuma buat masa skang ni hati ni belum kuat lg utk menghadapi semua yg berlaku. Ingat kan Wawa boleh accept "Dia" sebagai kawan tp xboleh la...still in love girl

Dear MSS,

Awak, try my best too forgive n forget tp still xboleh la... I'm to fragile

Thanks,
MMS

Uhuh

I want you to know that I will miss you Dearly. Fly lil birdie. I hope you find home.

Uhuhhhuuu

Akai lamak gilak nda update kan, busy with other thing...Oh ia for this xmas aku g Singapore ari 25hb Dec 09 till 03 Jan 2010.

My List o9

1. Replay Jeans
2. Ralph Lauren Polo T-shirt.
3. Ed Hardy Belt
4. Salvatore Feragamo Belt
5. DKNY Handbag
6. Latest Perfume

Pot Luck

Finally i decide g Pot Luck with Mr. HFZ. Klo i g my college nye reunion pun mungkin i akan rasa terasing lgpun i xberapa rapat with them. Lgpun my batch DPL 14 ckit je yg datang. yg ramai turun bdk2 DHM 14 n DCA 14. Lgpun klo i bwk HFZg our reunion lg HFZ kaku xtau nak ckp apa, kesian pulak tgk HFZ nanti. so xpe la next time i akan pg jugak reunion ITTAR :)

Trust!!!!!

Everyone getting married. Some are on fun dates. Some are with friends doing fun stuff. Some are with families doing fun family stuff.

I am at work. Not even with workmates. Cause they’ve left for fun dates, fun stuff with friends or fun family stuff.

So I sit and try to work. Not party. Cause work is important.

So is happiness. But so is knowing what important.

Life lesson #1 : people are more intrested in talking to yours boobs
Life lesson #2 :when you voluntarily show cleavage, people will look at it
Life lesson #3 :to get attention, you need to fish for it
Life lesson #4 :your boobs are a good attention grabber.

Hurmmmmm

Dear Love,

At the moment of writing, i'm sitting comfortably, a tab sleepy, at my little desk in the office, waiting for new episode of Lipstik Jungle to finish downloading. I thought of writing you a long ass corny love letter, but i decided thats not wise and probably little creepy, public display of affection is not so cool. Though you just lost your phone to a conman and you appearto be guillble, i'd like you to know that you're actually kinda cool. Like totally. Honest. Ok actually, i kinda lost my trainof thought so i'll stop now.

Good News!!!

Uu, i really need u to be at my side at this time!!!! feel mcm i want to cry!!! its a good news actually...when i heard that good news i was so happy, tp when i'm alone tiba2 rasa sebak pulak ntah la.

Empty!!!

Xtau napa ari ni feel empty sgt2. A lots of thing flying in my head. Family, personel n work. Huhhhhh dnt noe nak cite kat sapa pun. Try to forget but i cant. Try to puaskan others people feeling but how about me, sapa yg care about my feeling. I noe i'm a big gurl n noe how to handle on my own tp sekuat mana la hati seorang perempuan. I luv being myself. I'm a tough person.

Next Holiday..

Can't wait for my next holiday :) Most probably by next month...

Fallin' 4 U -

I don’t know butI think I maybeFallin’ for youDropping so quicklyMaybe I shouldKeep this to myselfWaiting ’til IKnow you better
I am tryingNot to tell youBut I want toI’m scared of what you’ll saySo I’m hiding what I’m feelingBut I’m tired ofHolding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my timeJust thinking about yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’ve been waiting all my lifeand now I found yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing hereAnd you hold my handPull me towards youAnd we start to danceAll around usI see nobodyHere in silenceIt’s just you and me
I’m tryingNot to tell youBut I want toI’m scared of what you’ll saySo I’m hiding what I’m feelingBut I’m tired ofHolding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my timeJust thinking about yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’ve been waiting all my lifeand now I found yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take itMy heart is racingThe emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my timeJust thinking about yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’ve been waiting all my lifeand now I found yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about itI want you all around meAnd now I just can’t hide itI think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for youOoohhhOh no no

Tension

Tension nye, baru nak buat payment utk flight, disconnect pulak.... N esok ada Lunch kat Pan Pac KLIA with his family :(

Tioman

How to start ekkk....
29/07/09
Drove from haus around 1am after finish CSI :) supposed to sampai kat Jetty Mersing before 4. but ada kemalangan jiwa telah berlaku, mungkin bawak laju sgt sampai lubang pun xnampak keta siap berpusing kat tgh jalan nasib baik keta lain xde n tayar pecah. Dekat tgh2 hutan belantara pulak tu. Kat simpang Jemaluang. Try bawak keta g Mersing sebab antara Jemaluang n Mersing around 40km kot. Masa nak g Mersing tu pass by perkampungan org Asli, but make do no je ingt kan boleh sampai Mersing. End up xlepas, so patah balik ke perkampungan org Asli. At least xla takut sgt walaupun dlm keta kat tgh2 hutan, tgh2 mlm pulak tu. Sampai kat perkampungan org Asli, Anjing banyak gila, then time tu almost 4am kot. Org masih tido lg, so decide la stay sampai org asli tu bangun, try to call toll free, diaorg boleh sampai tolong cuma kul 8:30am. Tayar ada tp nak bukak Nat tu xde, xtau mana dia simpan, around kul 6 am baru ada org bangun, gerak from perkampungan org asli tu around 6:30am. Sampai Jetty Mersing kul 7am, sempat lg nak catch ferry 7:30am, tp nak kena g beli tayar dulu, sebab balik ahad takut kedai xbukak n takut anything happen ssh jugak.

30/07/09
Lepas beli tayar, g breakfast n beli tiket Ferry kul 10:30am. Sambil tunggu Ferry jalan, g la round2 kat pekan Mersing. Ferry jalan kul 11am. Nasib baik xmabuk laut :) sampai Kampung Paya around kul 1pm. sampai2 check in n makan. sebab kul 2:30pm ada dive. Dive g Salang Island n Renggis. Balik from diving almost 8pm. Mlm tu ada BBQ, sempat beli udang, Ketam & Ikan kat nelayan2...semua fresh & murah mmg best gile. BBQ start around 10pm...Lepak sampai kul 5. next morning ada diving kul 8:30am

Malas la nak update...nak kuar jap. next time klo free saya update la pic. Sorry dude....

Miss My Blog

Sorry Dear, i've no time to update u lately...Miss u much

Dear Luv, HFZ

so i sit and wait for that handsome hero to come sweep me off my feet and give me the kiss of my life, leaving me all tingly and breathless. just like in the movies. but without the dragons and the baddies. here's hoping....