Empty!!!

Xtau napa ari ni feel empty sgt2. A lots of thing flying in my head. Family, personel n work. Huhhhhh dnt noe nak cite kat sapa pun. Try to forget but i cant. Try to puaskan others people feeling but how about me, sapa yg care about my feeling. I noe i'm a big gurl n noe how to handle on my own tp sekuat mana la hati seorang perempuan. I luv being myself. I'm a tough person.

Birthday Boy!!!!

Birthday Boy, Wearing white T-shirt :) Last nite celebrate his belated bday with his fren n his staff kat RP. Last week celebrate with his Family at Pan Pac KLIA.

Time Off!!!!!!

Next Holiday..

Can't wait for my next holiday :) Most probably by next month...

Fallin' 4 U -

I don’t know butI think I maybeFallin’ for youDropping so quicklyMaybe I shouldKeep this to myselfWaiting ’til IKnow you better
I am tryingNot to tell youBut I want toI’m scared of what you’ll saySo I’m hiding what I’m feelingBut I’m tired ofHolding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my timeJust thinking about yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’ve been waiting all my lifeand now I found yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’m fallin’ for you
As I’m standing hereAnd you hold my handPull me towards youAnd we start to danceAll around usI see nobodyHere in silenceIt’s just you and me
I’m tryingNot to tell youBut I want toI’m scared of what you’ll saySo I’m hiding what I’m feelingBut I’m tired ofHolding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my timeJust thinking about yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’ve been waiting all my lifeand now I found yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’m fallin’ for you
Oh I just can’t take itMy heart is racingThe emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my timeJust thinking about yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’ve been waiting all my lifeand now I found yaI don’t know what to doI think I’m fallin’ for youI’m fallin’ for you
I can’t stop thinking about itI want you all around meAnd now I just can’t hide itI think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)
I’m fallin’ for youOoohhhOh no no

Tension

Tension nye, baru nak buat payment utk flight, disconnect pulak.... N esok ada Lunch kat Pan Pac KLIA with his family :(

Tioman

How to start ekkk....
29/07/09
Drove from haus around 1am after finish CSI :) supposed to sampai kat Jetty Mersing before 4. but ada kemalangan jiwa telah berlaku, mungkin bawak laju sgt sampai lubang pun xnampak keta siap berpusing kat tgh jalan nasib baik keta lain xde n tayar pecah. Dekat tgh2 hutan belantara pulak tu. Kat simpang Jemaluang. Try bawak keta g Mersing sebab antara Jemaluang n Mersing around 40km kot. Masa nak g Mersing tu pass by perkampungan org Asli, but make do no je ingt kan boleh sampai Mersing. End up xlepas, so patah balik ke perkampungan org Asli. At least xla takut sgt walaupun dlm keta kat tgh2 hutan, tgh2 mlm pulak tu. Sampai kat perkampungan org Asli, Anjing banyak gila, then time tu almost 4am kot. Org masih tido lg, so decide la stay sampai org asli tu bangun, try to call toll free, diaorg boleh sampai tolong cuma kul 8:30am. Tayar ada tp nak bukak Nat tu xde, xtau mana dia simpan, around kul 6 am baru ada org bangun, gerak from perkampungan org asli tu around 6:30am. Sampai Jetty Mersing kul 7am, sempat lg nak catch ferry 7:30am, tp nak kena g beli tayar dulu, sebab balik ahad takut kedai xbukak n takut anything happen ssh jugak.

30/07/09
Lepas beli tayar, g breakfast n beli tiket Ferry kul 10:30am. Sambil tunggu Ferry jalan, g la round2 kat pekan Mersing. Ferry jalan kul 11am. Nasib baik xmabuk laut :) sampai Kampung Paya around kul 1pm. sampai2 check in n makan. sebab kul 2:30pm ada dive. Dive g Salang Island n Renggis. Balik from diving almost 8pm. Mlm tu ada BBQ, sempat beli udang, Ketam & Ikan kat nelayan2...semua fresh & murah mmg best gile. BBQ start around 10pm...Lepak sampai kul 5. next morning ada diving kul 8:30am

Malas la nak update...nak kuar jap. next time klo free saya update la pic. Sorry dude....

Love you when you Sleep - Sexy Dude!!!

Don't get me wrong with the title of this entry. I love my Sexy Dude - Rilfi's 24/7. All the time. Even when i am feeling upset. That's normal. But sometimes at night, when he was too tired and fell asleep before i did, i propped myself up on my arm and watched him sleep peacefully. And i fell a deep love for him in this tranquil moment.

Happy 28th Birthday, My Sexy Dude - Rilfi's. You are my shell, protecting me. My Sun, giving light to me. My Heart, Sustaining me. My Love Today & Tomorrow...